Ayooo..Sound Problem!

hehehe, i heard wrongly about the job interview info! ayooo, luckily no major damage laa kan, like going to the wrong office! actually the company is not SSBM..it is FSBM, the name of the building & one of the company in it..the company that offered me the job is Scicom MSC Bhd..hahahaha ;p ..plus the guy that called me is from Scicom HQ in KL..i was interviewed at the Cyberjaya branch..ermmm, i have no idea how i misunderstood it all..i guess sometime we do have a sound hearing problem..normal thingy that happens once in a blue moon ;)

Another Last Minute..

i juz got a call from this guy from SSBM [HQ in KL]..he's desperately looking for part-time workers..got my name & number from ctea, who recommended me..she was recommended by yaz..it's a 5days thingy [15-19sept] @ Cyberjaya..well, i got an interview tomorrow! another last minute thingy..but ok laaa, better than nothing right? hopefully i get it, hehe..

ayooo, gotta collect my letter from college before the interview, it's on the way tho [fyi - my degree cert is not ready yet, so the college is juz giving us a letter stating that we have officially grad..hmmm, i might get the cert in 3 or 4 months, hampeh!!!]

well, most of the things i need for the interview is already prepared..now all i need to do is iron my clothes & double check everything before i leave my house..wish me some lucky stars ;)

A Little Bit Of Freedom

yesterday mummy & daddy went back to KK, their flight was at 5pm..sooo, last night i headed off to Old Town White Coffee @ Cyberjaya for supper with ctea..i had the nasi lemak with ayam rendang, yumyum..hahaha, feels sooo nice & relaxing..i miss lepaking with friends..ohhh, after we ate, we were joined by yaz & aini..yaz is very the drama king k [or is it drama queen?].. ;p ..i mean, when he stories he has special effects/wild gestures or u can say he replays everything to the exact!!!

out of topic - i kinda miss my mummy now..when she was here, i had someone to cook for me, hahaha..& also someone to wake me up :( ..ayoooo, can't believe this laa..today we talked on the phone for an hour!!! it's crazy! now i regret for not spending that much time chitchatting with her when she was here..sooo sad, my bad :( ..also weird tho, we can talk alot when far away, sooo many topics..hmmm, don't know laa..whatever..can't wait for the fasting month ;p

Sunday..Monday

sunday was spent lazing at home..juz doing the usual stuff like sleeping, playing games & watching dramas..didn't go out..everyone was damn tired..except daddy who merajuk tarik muka coz me & cma said we were tired to drive & jalan2..

monday..hmmm, we went to the Kodak shop to take studio pics..me & cma each had a solo pic in our graduation attire, also a family pic - without cna - [still wearing the grad attire]..then i insisted a candid pic of me, hehehe ;) ..boring laa always a formal pose, this was something different & kinda cool tho, hihihi..besides, it's the last time i'll be wearing a grad robe, huhu ;p ..no plans to further studies in Masters..my brain has had enough!!!

after that, we headed to JJ @ Cheras Selatan/Balakong..had lunch at Teppanyaki, first time i tried the fuji snow, very sweet but nice - juz like ABC..i also had Mc.D's vanilla milkshake, hihi ;p ..we pusing2 for a while in JJ, i bought a sandal & a black gigantic fluffy pillow - to sit on in front of my laptop..waaah, my butt loves it ;) ..sooo comfy, sooo nice, sooo empuk!! - ..then home sweet home..nothing much after that, juz the usual at home activities :)

*@ Kodak shop - a quick snap while getting ready*

*on my graduation day*
[entah sape lak minah tepi i tu, spoil the pic je :( ]

[sooo lazy to upload graduation pics & story-mory..plus the Langkawi vacation also still pending..ayooo, gotta downgrade my laziness now! & reduce game playing obsession!!! ;p ..i wonder when will that day arrive, hehehe, soon..hopefully..very soon]

CHEERIOS ;)

TODAY IS THE DAY :)

today i went on stage & received my scroll..my day, MY GRADUATION DAY..i was overwhelmed with all sorts of emotions & thoughts, it was a happy moment, a memorable one ;p ..

finally i've proven to my parents & myself that i was capable & had managed quite well in overcoming all challenges whilst studying for 3 & 1/2 years, doing a course that nearly made my brain go comatose, hehehe..but all my hardwork, determination & whatsoever was worth it :) ..

anyway, i'm relieved that it's all over now..today -*23rd August 2008*- is a significant date coz my "college life" is officially "THE END" ~ adios amigos, sayonara, tata, bubye, selamat tinggal [giving a farewell wave to the college, with a smile]..

honestly, it was a "life" that gave me lots of experience, memories & knowledge..plus, a few new friends..something i consider valuable & priceless..i'm sure i'll cherish everthing, all the good & bad ;) ..the years i spent doing my degree made me more mature, wiser & a liitle bit smarter than before, hehehe ;p

i'm grateful, happy, amazed & proud to be a degree holder in civil engineering :)

*wondering about my future, the next step*

My Errands..

tomorrow is gonna be a big day!!! yeahyeah, my convo..i want lotsa pressies ;p

i got lots of things to do today..confirm i'll be kelamkabut, the usual chaotic me.. ;)

1) gotta get my graduation robe..early morning like 9am [afraid if i'm late there won't be anymore robes in my size]..hmmm, very lazy to wake up in the morning!!!

2) need to get a haircut..wanna look nice & proper & shweet, hahahaha ;p

3) need to get my nails done..i think if there's time i'll go to the salon, if not i'll juz d.i.y tonight..

4) gotta rush to the astro service center to collect the gold card - a pending errand, since last month, i think..sooo lazy to drive to damansara! well, at least i can get it on the spot & use it immediately..the astro people told me if they post it, it'll take a very long time, so might as well get it myself..konon2 i'll be more happy laa..whatever laa kan..

5) gotta go to the MAHA 2008 exhibition at serdang [ends tomorrow]..wanna get that crystal salt lamp..mummy, daddy & cma bought 3 of it, they went there twice, without me! hehehe, i wasn't that thrill about going especially since they prefer to go early like 930am..plus, with the hot weather & striking sunshine, it's juz not my cuppa joe..yes, lots of excuse, very mengada ;p

hmmm, i guess that's about it..hopefully i'll get all these errands done..ishhh, not hopefully, IT'S A MUST!!! by hook or by crook.. ;p

Not Invited

i wasn't invited to my so-called friend's wedding last Sunday..terkilan & terasa laa kan..it's not like me & zariman had an argument or fall-out..i knew him since 2001, he was my classmate during diploma & degree..we were even group mates a few times, plus we usually have lunch together [with others, of course]..well, maybe it was juz a simple mutual friendship, maybe he hated me but was juz polite to me since we see each other almost everyday during classes [i assume laa]..

i mean, it was kinda sad to be left out when everyone else got invited via wedding card/sms/call, i didn't..even tho fakhrul & fazly told me to juz go, i still had my dignity, yelaaa, i don't wanna crash someones wedding!!! there's no such thing as 'accidentally forgot' to invite me., or that he doesn't have my number [which isn't logic since we used to communicate about classes/studies], if he wanted he could ask others...i was embarrassed when other friends asked if i got the invite & was going or not...amal [who's an old friend from diploma time] was even invited & shocked about me being left out!!

yeah, i'm being emo!!! i think i should be!!! now i know i'm not his friend..a wedding is not same as any other special occasion..well, after this post, i'm letting go, not gonna let it bother me anymore, let bygones be bygones..there goes a 7 year so-called friendship with someone i thought was my "friend"..adios! :(

no matter what, i wish zariman & his wife a wonderful, happy & prosperous marriage life, may Allah bless them...

see, i'm not that hateful or bad-hearted k..i'm juz shock & hurt..it's something to open my eyes, that not everyone likes u even if they are polite & communicate well with u..lesson learnt! hmmm, whatever laaa..life goes on, friends come & go...

Home Sweet Home..

1230am; juz arrived home from Langkawi, been on a vacation with my family since 17Aug - 20Aug..i'm sooo tired, a hectic 'merry-go-round' around the island...will need the whole day tomorrow [actually today tho, it's 139am now] to recuperate, hehehe..well, gonna hit the sacks now..zZzZz!!!

What Hand Gesture Are you?

You Are an "A-OK"

Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Whatever will be, will be." Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next. You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock. You feel one with the world. You are a spiritual person, though no one who knows you would guess it.

What Hand Gesture Are You?

What Font Are You?

You Are Arial Black

You are bold, over the top, and quite loud. You'll stand up and stand up to get your point across. Subtlety isn't really your thing. You sometimes come off as crass and abrasive. You're not as passionate as people might think. You just enjoy overwhelming other people!

What Font Are You?

Cma's Convo..

DATE: 12th AUGUST 2008 (TUESDAY)

VENUE: UKM [UNIVERSITY KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA]

*ME WITH CMA'S GIFTS, I WAS THE 'TUKANG' BUYER*

*CMA = THE GRADUATION KIDDO, WITH ALL HER GIFTS*

*CMA & ERAS*

*CMA WITH THE CUTE TEDDY BEAR I BOUGHT*

*ME PRETENDING TO BE A UKM'S MASTER GRAD*
- hehehe, merasa gak pakai jubah IPTA ni -

*FAMILY PIC*
- not in pic is cna (away oversea) -
[the only pic i got, the rest in mummy's camera, haven't transfer yet]

*ALL THE FLOWERS CMA GOT*

*CLOSE-UP OF THE CUTE TEDDY BEAR*

*US WITH ALL THE FLOWERS*

*ME WITH 3 GRAD TEDDY BEARS*
- why 3??? read the tags ;p -

*CLOSE-UP (L-R); CNA, KAKAK (ME), CMA*
- all are graduation kiddos, me convo 23/08/08 -
[p/s: cna, u also got 1, so jgn nak mengada merajuk k!]

* JUZ ME, BEING SWEET ;p *

Must Be Alert ;p

ayooo, last night when i went to the photostat shop i juz leaped out of the car & went in..was in a kelamkabut condition..in the shop, 2 of the workers were laughing & looking at me funnily, while some of the customers [students who were bz designing certificates] were glancing at me & smiling [pelik kan?? tetiba semua macam pemurah senyuman]..

i didn't care about it, thot nothing of it, i juz wanted them to quickly photostat..sooo, once at home, as i stepped out of my car & looked down...i noticed that i was wearing different footwear!!!! hahaha, can u believe that??? left leg = black flat sandal, right leg = blue flip-flops!!!! ;p ..sooooo embarrassing!!! argghh, dah tak mau pi sana lagi laaa, malu gila k!!! now i know they were actually laughing at me!! this has never happened before! *eh eh eh, wait! it has happened before, with ctea, when we went to the petrol station after a wedding, hahaha!!! -will story next time if i remember- *

how could i have not realised that i was wearing different sandal/flip-flop??? well, both are flats, felt no difference..hahaha! moral of the story; check ur footwear before u leave ur house or car, especially if u're a girl with at least 2 pairs of shoes under ur car seat [juz like me, hahahahaha obviously laa kan]..

KLIA

went to KLIA alone coz cma said her bag is very very big & won't fit into the bonnet [yelaa, keretaku kelisa chomel je, hehe]..so, mummy & daddy stayed at home..daddy was like kecik hati thinking that i purposely don't want to bring him jalan-jalan [dia kan kaki jalan, tak suka duk rumah je]..i reached 930pm, juz like it was written in her itinerary..i sat in the car for 45mins till i really had to pee..the thing is cma doesn't have a phone number, i can't even find her..then i went to Mc.D to get vanilla milkshake..around 1030pm, cma called..her bag was definitely big & heavy [besar macam dia gak, hahaha]..i couldn't really remember where i parked the car, it was confusing especially when u kelamkabut want to pee, hihihi..anyway, reached home a little before 12am..penat menunggu seorang tau!!! waiting for an hour is not fun, very boring! cma's convo is next...

Little Patched-up Doggy ;p

my cute little chubby sleeping partner ;p

My Own Hookah ;)

yeahyeah got myself a hookah ;) my very own, my latest item..sooo now i can shisha anytime i want without having to go out & pay, hahaha! i got the big one..the bottle is black with big crystal like deco..mummy helped me choose..it was either black or red [i love red, my favourite colour but "the design is not really nice juz ok" - according to mummy laa -]..well, i can't change it now, soo yes i would've been happier with the red one..plus i got 2 free boxes of flavour, rose & banana..fyi, that was the only free flavour..beggers can't be choosers right?

but right now i can only shisha in my bedroom coz daddy doesn't know & isn't that happy about smoking..only mummy is ok with it ;) ..anyway, i still haven't used it yet..[takut kena marah laa kan, kang bapaku buat drama pecahkan, hahaha tak mungkin!! paling busuk dia bising membebel, isshhh malas nak dengar!!]..maybe have to wait till parents go back to KK...???

p/s: cna, jangan jeles ye, hahaha! btw, i told mummy yang u pun suka bershisha ;p ..muka mummy macam 'jam' je, dia ingat i yang ajar u tau, chitpodah laa..cheers babe!

can't wait to shisha!!!

Very Addictive Game

i'm sooo addicted to this 'hidden object' game, especially the mystery ones..like the Ravenhearst, Agatha Christie, Polly Pride Pet Detective, Hide & Secret, the Count of Monte Cristo, Escape the Museum [juz to name a few]..the 1st time i played was last year, when i was doing my internship [orang lain sibuk kerja, i sibuk main game, tapi takde laa sepanjang hari tau, hehehe ;p ]..i played almost everyday for 3months!!! then on & off, like once in a blue moon..but recently my addiction started again, it's been a whole week now!!! i play at least 5hours a day to feel satisfied & stimulated..i'm very serious u know ;p ..well, i'm off to find the hidden objects & solve the mystery..sooo fun, sooo happy ;)

Starting Today..

mummy & daddy are coming to kl today..so once they arrive, it's gonna be a very busy 20days, with 2 graduations & a short vacation..plus our familia house project..ish ish ish, confirm die of exhaustion!! but i know i'll be happy coz i get to shop a bit [i miss shopping, i need retail therapy coz i'm stressed], eat mummy's cooking [ohhh i miss having her cook for me, hehehe] & a fully sponsored vacation..an almost perfect month, huhu..i'm juz praying that there'll be no drama by my dad..ohh well, it's something i can handle, i think laa.. ;) ..cheerios!!!

Angry Dream..[18SG]

i was dreaming about 'FBR'..started with a flashback sometime ago when we were having a cocktail chitchat session, then it changed to a part where both of FBR's arms were amputated, at the elbow..both of FBR's kneecaps were smashed repeatedly till it was flat, with a baseball bat..then a few hits to the head till the skull cracked..the last part was stabbing FBR's chest with a butcher knife, but only a few times, coz FBR has to die slowly, must suffer, must feel the pain!!!

all smashing & stabbing were done with vehement/fiery anger & hatred!! FBR was lying on the floor in a pool of blood, still alive but not kicking..striving to stay alive, trying so hard to breath, but only managed to swallow blood, choking on blood..the look of suffer on FBR's face was pleasure, i ate it like it was sweet candy..i juz stood over FBR, with a smirk of satisfaction & pleasure..but it wasn't me who did it, hahaha, i was juz an audience or maybe the mafia boss, the attacker was & still is an unknown person..yes, it was juz a dream but with high hopes it'll be a reality for FBR to go thru in real life..when that day arrives, i'll be throwing a party!!!

i woke up feeling angry & hatred towards FBR..but i was a bit happy about the dream tho! hahaha ;p ..i wonder what this dream meant, especially on this day..???

Bad Cat! Scary Cat! Crazy Cat!

i woke up early today around 6am, hahaha amazing isn't it?! finally a normal sleeping pattern, hope it stays that way..i kinda fell asleep at midnight, with the lights & laptop still on..anyway, it's 745am now & what happened 10minutes ago is something i'll remember quite often if i see a cat!!!

i was in front of my laptop when i heard this weird noise at my bedroom window..i had a little panic attack, thinking someone is trying to break in thru the window, which is not logic becoz there's grill & mosquito net..juz assumed i heard wrongly & maybe i'm still sleepy [6hrs of sleep feels inadequate, i think i need 8hrs]..i ignored the noise, telling myself i was juz paranoid & imagining it..

so, i continued playing the hidden objects mystery game when suddenly i heard a light thud, like something soft fell to the floor..i turned towards the window but saw nothing..then i heard a meow under my bed!!!! my heart stopped & i froze coz i was damn fucking freaked out & scared..i thought it was a ghost!!! a ghost that meows!!! hahaha :)

but i was curious too, sooo i peeked under my bed & saw this cat sitting there licking its furs, as if it was having a comfortable lazing moment, not even realising that it had scared the hell out of me!!! ohhhh, that cat is a real actor, how could it act so innocent??? btw, it was a real cat, not a ghost cat..yes, like little tweety bird would say "i thought i saw a pussy cat"..indeed i saw a pussy cat! hahaha ;p

i grabbed the cat, put it outside my front door [actually i squeezed it thru the grills, it wasn't a big cat & the grills had quite a big gap - i assumed it was a young one, like a primary school age cat or whatever, i think! sooo don't accuse me that i tortured it k]..i went back to my room, continued playing the game..fyi, i was sitting facing my bedroom door..

OMG!!! the cat came back!!! it was right at my bedroom door, standing there, looking at me, then ran off to my sister's room when i stood up to catch it!! wtf laa!! this time it didn't sneak in thru my room's window..i did the same thing again throwing it out..

then i noticed it had came in thru the living room's window [i had took off the mosquito net to open the windows & forgot/was lazy to put it back up]..serves me right..well, i closed the windows then went back to my room & game..

my heart was still thumping like mad, i was still thinking rubbish [like why was that cat sooo eager to get in my room, twice! & was it a REAL cat? & blablabla]..i hadn't calm down yet, tried to concentrate on the game..a few moments later i heard a weird noise at my window! again!

i turned in time to see something behind the curtain drop to the floor & the sound of meow!!!!! 10secs was wasted on shock & paralysed, jaw dropped & eyes wide open, plus trying to put my heart back in place coz it fell down to my stomach!..i couldn't believe it, it was the SAME cat!!! acting like it didn't commit a crime, putting on an innocent face & juz minding its own business!!! argggh, tension!!

3 times! can u believe that?!?!? i picked it up & repeated the same throwing out ceremony..this time i went to check my room's window, i was confused, very confused on how it got thru the mosquito net..coz before the 3rd time i didn't bother to look behind the curtains, i thought it squeezed thru the gap between the wall & net [or whatever/however seem logical, can't even describe it in simple terms & easy to understand..well, imagine on ur own]..

it turns out the net was torn! but it looked like it was slashed with a knife/sharp object [imagining worst scenario, like someone - a human being - did it on purpose]..soo, i closed the window & made sure it was totally shut..why didn't i do that the 1st time the cat came in???

aaah, lets juz say i wasn't thinking straight, was very shocked, was very scared, was sure it won't happen again & was temporary dysfunctional at the time of event!!! damn cat, freaked the fucking hell out of me!!!

but i'm still wondering about that cat..i've never had a pet cat, so i don't know if that's a natural act, to simply barge in a house & make itself comfy like home sweet home..sooo not fun, but in the end it was quite funny, a little cat made me scared, luckily i didn't pee in my shorts :p

what a day to start off, CHEERS!!! :)

Some Done, Some Ignored

i've been nice enuff to help write a formal letter for cma's convo & give it to her friend to collect her robe..which reminds me that i need to collect the balance money & robe later..i'm glad Wanie was kind enuff to help out..sooo, that's done..the only thing i've been procrastinating is my own errands/to do things..

i haven't paid my life insurance, haven't design/sketch a plan for the new house, haven't gone to the dentist [the upper left side hurts, i think the filling came off - note: i don't recommend 'Klinik Kesihatan Bangi'..the dentist is not good at all *personal opinion based on nightmare experience!]..

i still got some house chores to do, which is my least favourite work! i've got tons of laundry too..plus, i need to go to Uptown Damansara to collect the new Astro gold card at the customer service center..ishhh, i got no reasonable excuse for being lazy! right now i'm juz plain lazy & ignorant..hmmm, i still think i have more unsettled things...ohhh well, thinking cap is on :)

No Party No Clubbing No Chilling Out

again & again i've been sleeping in the afternoon till night time [entah apa penyakit tido terlampau melampau ni!]..now it's 11am & i still haven't slept yet since 1130pm last night!!! anyway, yesterday was wasted in slumberland..i only woke up when Kak Aida called my house phone at 1130pm [coz my hp's battery died while i was snoring, hehehe]..she & a few others were at Centro & she ajak me to join them..but i was really lazy & dizzy, so i passed..then i got an sms from Marissa reminding me to get my ass to Genting for her private party, with the ayat pancing of "ramai eligible bachelors"..hahaha!! even that didn't work..another sms from Ayie, he was chilling at Bangsar..ewaah, all of a sudden everyone is demanding my presence ;p [sooo ok i masuk bakul angkat sendiri laa]..

why is it when i'm sooo lazy & not in the mood to go clubbing or partying or chill out, my friends would be in a hyperactive mood to do it?!? plus there would be like more than 2 invitations at once..arggh!! now i'm feeling a bit of regret for not going out, but then i would have to choose among 3, it won't be fair to either one of them kan? sooo better stay at home laaa..at least i won't feel guilty if 2 of them found out i went out with the "chosen one"..

sooo, there goes my Saturday clubbing/party/chill out session, down the drain..was replaced with watching Monk [a few episodes], did some wordsearch puzzles, reread The Flirt & slept for a while!!! some of the usual things i do at home..ohhh & also an hour bergayut with Lee [my old buddy staying in Pahang now, haven't seen him for a very long time..rindu lak dgn kawanku ni, hehehe]..he called me coz he couldn't sleep!! cheh!! ;p

2 Days of Nothing Much

Thursday was spent wisely..on the bed sleeping the whole day! well, i slept very late, like 130pm!!! lately, my biological clock has gone bonkers again..i have no idea how it happened..i'm sooo pissed with myself..i guess my unhealthy hobby of watching dramas has started again, the nonstop "drama marathon"..well, it's not gonna be a problem anymore..i'm sure i'll fix my abnormal sleeping pattern very very soon..like today or tonight!! hahahaha ;p

i thought i was gonna stay home that night..but i went out..ctea asked me to accompany her to KL to meet bob & have a late dinner [since i woke up 8pm & rushed out, was very hungry]..anyway, i reached cyberjaya a little before 10pm..then we headed to KL in ctea's car..we didn't straight away go to hartamas but instead we went to KL [switched cars, rode in bob's car] then off to damansara then back to KL [to pick up syazwan - bob's cousin] then finally to hartamas square..had a very late dinner & shisha..after that me & ctea continued our chitchat session at cyberjaya till dawn!! even tho i was tired i didn't sleep, instead i did my "drama marathon" session till afternoon..

so Friday was another day wasted at home..doing the usual lazy things, hahaha..what a life! i've got no comment on it, juz living the days as best as i can till the time comes for me to work ;p ..well, not much to story about my life, juz the daily random routines ;)