Just My Boss, Don't Want More..

my boss, Mrs. AT is really getting on my nerves..sometime she's so irritating k..i know she's lonely, doesn't have anyone really close to her, not many friends i think..actually i pity her..she's a single mother with a daughter [she lives alone, daughter is staying with grandmother]..so every time we meet up for work, she would always persuade me to hangout/eat with her after work or off days..hangout is either karaoke or go clubbing!!! geesh!!! no way i'm gonna "chill out" with her!!

i really have no desire to be her friend outside of work..honestly, i only eat with her coz i feel bad [she tries so hard to make me stay, plus she's sooo clever, making me leave my car at her house than ride with her to the office or wherever we have to go, i'm dumb stuck to her]..

i know some people can be friends with their boss, but this one i can't...all the time talking about her accomplishment/achievements..bragging about her great big salary she used to get, but now it's sooo less than she usually gets coz she has to spend more time on me & others..duhhh, like it's our fault she has to spoon feed/babysit us all the time..so, as a punishment she wants the "big fish", as she has always reminded me..argghhh, too much laa bragging everyday, can't stand it!!

another thing is that she is always calling me at night!! & also during the day!! the worst part is that it's more than once!!! tension k, acting very like the bf-gf clingy thingy..even my dearest parents knows not to be too clingy to me..come on laaa, more than 3 calls per day is really annoying k!!! it's not even about work or important issues..calling just to chat or ask what i'm doing & blablabla..once she sent me an sms asking why i didn't answer her call, crazy k!! it turns out she just wanted to know if i went to my friend's great aunty's funeral, calling 4 times!!

hmmm, what else eh? haaa, few days ago when me & my sisters where having dinner at hartamas square, she called..before that i was with her [working - meeting clients]..so when i told her where i was, she said "waah, an exclusive place, rich people always eat there, u didn't even invite me to join" [something like that laa]..i was shocked & a bit pissed off..it's just a foodcourt maaa, not an exclusive expensive restaurant k!! plus i was already sick of her presence for that day, crazy!!! she's always saying things like that, like "u're not working have no income but can drive & hangout"..what's her point?!?!

i do as i please laa, it's not like she's paying for my car/petrol/entertainment/shopping..duhhh!! why so busybody wanna know about my financial??? i'm not rich but i'm grateful that i have all the necessary things i need..sooo can i just sew her mouth shut?!?!

What To Do???

today wasn't much of a great day..i actually felt my day was wasted, thanx to my boss Mrs. AT..i mean she said she wanted to teach me the business & introduce me to some of her current clients, as in to give me a few new clients in certain companies..i'm already working for 2weeks u know..but the thing is, following her around & just sitting there is totally not productive..well, that's not entirely true, i gain a few tips & advices..hahaha :p

i feel that i need to start working on my own than stick with Mrs. AT all day long..i know i'm not 100% perfect but i have to try so i can improve myself & fix whatever i lack..how am i suppose to call & see my clients when she's always hovering & talking nonstop..most of the time i think she's doing it on purpose..keeping me tied to her..

feels like she's using me..& yes, i say this with truth coz without me, she can't venture new clients..plus what makes me sooo mad is that she had the nerves to say that she wants all the big shot clients while i can have the small fishes & that she can't go into new places coz people already know her & she's old..arrgggh!!! bloody shit k!!! what the hell??? like trying to make sure i don't overdo her & earn more than her!!!

yeah well, that's the way it is when ur salary is 100% based on commission..still...she's not being fair..always telling me to be patient & that the 1st month don't expect to earn a lot & most probably only get rm1k or rm2k..of course laaa that'll happen if she keeps dragging me around..she closes a deal while i close nothing!!! [sengaja je nak i meleleh air liur..bengang k, macam orang bangang pun ada!!]

seriously, i see no point if i continue following her ass around while i can go on my own & at least get something out of my effort..i've done nothing productive that'll bring in clients coz i'm juz the "cow"..hahaha macam sial je ayat ni!!!

well, monday i got a late afternoon meeting..Mrs. AT wants me to know one of her clients, who she says may be able to help me get some referral..i wonder how it'll turn out..i've already spent more than i should have, i mean petrol-toll-food, all for nothing..it's just like hanging out with friends minus the happiness & fun & feeling of worthwhile..at this moment, my working life is just like leisure..which shouldn't be the same..work must equal to income/salary/money!!!

Back On Track...

sooo, everything is back to normal..i've already started my new job, my home & social life is back on track, hehehe ;) ..plus i'm promising myself to give a bit more love & attention to my darling blog..now i realise there's a lot of things i wanna blog about but there's always an excuse not to do it, like "ayooo, no time later laa" or "ishhh, lazy to type & put in a few pics [friend's wedding at johor]"..ish ish ish!! need a boost laa kan!

well, today is my off day..started late, hahaha woke up at 1230pm!!! waaah, how i miss my beauty sleep ;p ..seriously, it was a pleasure i would love to indulge as often as i can, but now that'll be hard..i'm now in the "working life" zone..even tho i don't work 9-5, i still have to get up early in the morning..

hmm, i had my coffee while planning my schedule & discussing with cna what we need to do today..1st off, went to bangi to settle bank issues..now i got my new maybank visa card, yeahyeah! actually a pending errand, was suppose to get it like a few months ago..& also paid my life insurance which was way overdue [6months k, gila nak termunath nak bayar!!] yeah well, knowing me, procrastinating is my "problem", hehehe :) ..will try my very best to solve that "problem" a.s.a.p!!! [confirm it'll be my #1 resolution for 2009!!!]

after that, we still had time to make a pitstop at my old college to collect my degree certificate [note - another pending errand completed!!]..then i was careless by leaving my IC on the table at the administration office..luckily the guy called me when i was just driving away from the college, must always remember to double check my belongings before i leave anywhere..

well, since me & cna hadn't had lunch yet, we were sooo hungry [it was already 5pm] but couldn't decide where to eat, sooo at last we headed to klcc..it was raining so heavily when we emerged from the smart tunnel..which we were surprised coz before going in, it wasn't raining, just cloudy & dark..seriously, when u're in the tunnel, u have no idea what's the weather outside [of course laa kan, it's not like there's windows on the wall, hahaha!]

i haven't been to klcc for a very very long time..[eh no laa, last time was a few weeks back with daddy, cma & cna..but we just went to the convention center & took a long evening stroll at the park, didn't even go in klcc]..anyway, we ate at the food court, we shared a meal set coz wanted to eat again with cma..hmm, can't remember the name of the stall, alaaa the japanese one ;p ..with tehtarik & nescafe tarik [yumyum, hahaha lama siut tak minum tarik2 drinks]..

then we went around got a few things..the temptation to shop till i drop was overwhelming!!! but luckily i had a strong will & "slim pocket" of money, hahaha, sooo not much shopping done, just the essential things..i just got a pants, compact powder refill, earrings [cna bought it for me, hehe tq tq] & pimple cream [waah, quite a detailed list of things, hihi]..i have no idea why i'm listing it down..maybe to keep track of my spending, must try to be thrifty maa :p

last stop before we went home was dome cafe, waited for cma there, she had a big sandwich for dinner while me & cna just had the tiramisu cake..i had the dome "espreski honeycomb goldrush" drink..it wasn't that fantastic as i had expected, it was very milky & not much of coffee taste..ohh ya, just a shot of coffee!! patutlaa tak rasa 'umphh power'!!..hmm, quite disappointed laa kan..but the tiramisu was yumyummy :)

last thing i did, photocopy a few documents [must be stated, hahaha!]..then home sweet home ;)

the end of my outing day..tomorrow is no more "honeymoon" day..got work laaa kan!!

1 Year Old ;)

waah, this blog is already a year old, hehehe ;p ..happy birthday to cheekychika's blog..even tho i don't blog everyday, or tend to write at least once a week or whenever possible, i still cherish this little creation ;)

but sometimes it's kinda hard to really rant & vent out in public, always fearing that personal issues may get out of hand & cause a lot of unwanted attention or whatnot..well, i guess there's always a limit to everything..i'm just glad that i still can jot some things here & try to keep the bigger secrets in my "closet", hahaha..

cheers to this blog..another year another story another creation ;p