"Sex & The City"..& Stupid People

last night i finally got to watch the movie "Sex & The City"..watched the 9pm show with the girls [ctea, nadia, echah] at Alamanda..i arrived late but luckily the show hadn't started yet..we got good seats, thanx to echah for getting the tickets earlier that afternoon..

anyway, there's this incident that really pissed me off..well, yang lagi kesian is echah laa..the guy sitting next to her was soo annoying k..echah juz kept quiet, if he was beside me, i would have knocked his head with my handbag & tell him & his girlfriend to shut the fuck up!!! he thinks the cinema is his house! fucking idiot!!!

that guy & his girlfriend were chatting among themselves for like most of the time, during the movie..they didn't even bother to lower their voices! imagine i was seated 3 seats away from them [the guy - echah - nadia - then me] & i could hear them..babi laa kan!!! if they were like commenting a little or whispered then no prob, but to have a full length conversation is totally wrong! seriously macam orang kampung yang tak pernah & tak tau pasal common courtesy in a cinema..

then he talked on the phone!!! arggghhh!!! boleh lak bergayut kat handfon cerita panjang dengan member dia!!! so damn stupid & ignorant k, what was he thinking?! ohh wait, he has no brains to think with, asshole!!! ruined our concentration & excitement..

anyway, the movie was great with the addition of caramel popcorn & coke!! the mixture of happiness sadness funny & amusing really got to me..ahhh, the plots about love & life..btw, i love the wedding dress Carrie wore, i want one like that too ;) ..plus, Samantha's puppy is soo adorable & funny, hahaha..is there really a puppy that is so horny all the time?!? cute little thing loooves to hump the pillows, hihihi ;p ..

well, personally SATC movie is realistic & something that is fun to watch..can't get enuff of it..another favourite added to the list.. :)

p/s: i really need to suggest to the management of Alamanda to fix or turn on the lights at the rooftop parking..the whole rooftop was pitch black k, only a teeny light from the moon!!! i had to park at level P7..it was sooo dark & freaking scary!!! luckily the girls temankan me..dah laa dapat parking jauh skit dari entrance..

Yellowish Brownish Dirtyish!!!

when i'm in the mood to do the laundry, there's always something stopping me..like today, the water was yellowish brownish..i couldn't even bring myself to shower!!! so i used drinking water to brush my teeth & wash my face..

hmmm, luckily i always stick to my washing steps - first; juz fill the washing machine with water, only half & add some detergent..then put in my dirty clothes, soak for a while..lastly continue adding water till full, & let the machine do its miracle..hahaha! imagine if i put the clothes first then add water..definitely a nightmare, especially if the clothes were white or light colours!!!

well, the water is clean again, clear colour [but i think i see a bit yellowish]..even tho i'm sure it's not 100% clean & clear, but what the heck, i really need to get ready now, the laundry can wait till tomorrow..anyway, off to shower..got a movie to catch ;)

Decided & No Chance

okay..so i had a talk with my mum about the 'family holiday' issue..she suggested that i juz stay jobless till we get back, hahaha! i guess she really wants this holiday plan to go thru..great!!! i mean, how often can we get the whole family together & have a holiday?! all i'm hoping is peace, no dramatic scenes [main actors = my dad & me..supporting actors = my mum & sisters, hehehe]..so, it's decided that i'm gonna continue my job-hunting once we get back from our vacation or maybe a week before we go..so i'll have an interview once i'm home [praying for a miracle], which i'm still wondering about the issue of getting one..so, another renewed wish of being employed by the end of August..hmmm, i'm quite happy [ohh laa laa, the chance to shop like crazy!]..but at the same time i feel hopeless..???

lately, i've been making myself indecisive & torn between parents/family & my needs/wants..i feel aimless as i try to sculpture my life..arghh! -very dramatic words-

i'm actually considering other job positions besides civil engineer..i don't know about others, but people [the interviewers] seem to judge me being "soft", not "tough" enuff to be an engineer..seriously, i know it's not easy but can't someone give me a chance?? yes i fully understand that a civil engineer needs skills & competence..don't u think i already knew that? it's kinda hard, especially since i'm 28 & don't have working experience [if u count 3months of practical as experience, then ok i've got a bit]..all i got is a diploma & degree - both majoring in civil engineering..but how am i suppose to gain that experience when no one will give me the "golden opportunity" to kick start?!?

the hard part is explaining my "lateness" in the work zone during interviews..well, not everyone has to have the same starting point, right? so what if i'm a late bloomer in the working environment..it's my life, it was how it flowed thru..i've done my best, i've been up & down the obstacles...now, i'm stuck here, at this point of my life..when do i blossom? when will i have a job that'll become my career? when will i feel worthy of my life? sometime i pity myself..all those years studying..damn!!! :'(

Damn Rashes!!!

arghhh!!! i can't believe i got rashes all over my face!!! not juz a small spot/area but the entire face!! fucking shit!!! it's the Aiken tea tree oil..it juz doesn't make sense coz i've used this brand before a few years ago [like 3 bottles]..& there was never a problem, no rashes no allergies no whatsoever!! so that's why i juz simply bought it & applied it to my entire face [did it on Thursday night, so rashes appeared Friday afternoon - when i woke up]..

it was crazy, i became crazy!!! it itched, became very red & lots of bumps [like the chicken pox thingy - small watery pimples]..ohhh my face, ohhh my skin :'( ..sooo not fun! it's making me go bonkers! luckily i've got this cream for rashes but it wasn't enuff..the itching came back after an hour, so had to reapply..my last resort was milk..yes, milk..Dutch Lady fresh milk..it did wonders..the redness subsided, so did the itchiness..i dabbed it on my face using cotton, left it to dry..but OMG the smell when it was dried..yuck!!! double yuck!!! :(

anyway, i've been staying at home since it happened, till today, 5 days of torture & misery..my face is still red & a bit swollen, but doesn't itch so often like a few days ago..i think this whole incident is a blessing in disguise, hahaha..whatever the blessing might be..how i wonder..well, i'm gonna confine myself to house prison till i'm confident to flash my face again..pity me! what a weekend it was!!! :( ..don't know when my face is gonna heal..damn u Aiken tea tree oil, all ur fault!!!

The Dark Knight <3

well, last Thursday [24th July] was movie night for me & the girls - ctea, echah & nadia...watched Batman The Dark Knight at GSC Alamanda..we arrived early so got tickets for 930pm..then had an early dinner at the food court..the crazy thing was we sat in front of the tv juz to watch Ezora while eating, hehehe, but the not so best part was the volume..sooo low, it was hard to hear properly..so ctea asked 1 of the cleaners to increase the volume, hahaha!!! yelah, mana laa cleaners tau sape pegang remote kan?!? even we were clueless on who to ask..

anyway, she didn't juz ask 1 guy, she asked 2 of them, more than twice..till the cleaners were like talking about her in their language [entahlaa either they were bangla or others]..ctea looked pissed off while the rest of us juz laughed..in the end we juz read the subtitles! seriously it was like we were deaf..hmm, i guess that's how deaf people feel [pity them, & it feels sad, i guess i gotta be grateful]..we left even before it was over & wandered around till show time..

as usual caramel popcorn & coke for me [all large, consumed by me, only me, hehehe]..the movie was great, i love the Joker [Heath Ledger was a great actor - i'm giving him credit for his last act in Batman, no one can really play the Joker character well like he did..anyway, may he R.I.P]..his sarcastic remarks & facial expression was the bomb..it was like the Joker stole the limelight from Batman..for me, the storyline & dialog & action was perfect..the whole time i was really into it, it was so intriguing..

plus i juz looove the Dark Knight!!! ohhh, his sharp features, his eyes, his body..i'm drooling!!! man, i can't continue describing him, i gotta stop this obsession before i faint juz by imagining Christian Bale as my lover!!! hahaha, my wish my hope my desire ;p ..

btw, Batman The Dark Knight gets 2 thumbs up from me..it was worth every cent i had & the time i spent watching it..it's now one of my favourite movies, i'm totally gonna watch it again & again, hihihi...well, Cheers! ;)

Next Month

August is gonna be a very hectic month..parents are gonna fly done to KL on the 9th, will be staying here for 20days!!! hahaha, limited freedom ;p ..the highlight would be my convo on the 23rd, yeahyeah!!! [standing ovation & flowers & presents, puhleez]..finally a day to make my dad cry or be mellow or maybe smile & ecstatic like he won the lottery, hehehe, whichever it is, it's gonna be dramatic, since he's the drama king in the family..ohhh, & there's also cma's convo at UKM on the 12th..i need to remember that i have to fetch her at KLIA on the 11th..hmm, will i get a present from her since she's also graduating??? can i persuade cna for a lovely present too??? hahaha, sungguh tak malu kan? yeah well, like i care..must ask them, or constantly 'remind' them ;) ..

then there's this issue about me getting a job..if i do get one & start in August [or anytime soon], then i'm gonna miss out on the family holiday [in planning, not confirmed yet, mummy's idea]..but are they really gonna leave me??? naaah, i know if i can't join them, there'll be no holiday, hahahahaha!!! ishhh, sounds so cruel..whatever laa..nobody is gonna ditch me here in KL & fly off having a blast..sooo not nice & sooo not fun at all..i would surely merajuk gila-gila & maybe throw a tantrum for special effect, hihihihi..argh, dilemma!!! i've already listed 2 job vacancy to call tomorrow [which states 'immediate vacancy' in the advert]..if God willingly gives me a job, then it'll be a very very long time till i get to 'run away' on a jet plane..or is it 'fly away'??? whatever laa kan!!! i need 2nd opinions..help me!!!

Ctea's Double Birthday Celebration

ctea's birthday was last week, 18th July..so i planned we celebrate it with just 2 other close friends, echah & nadia..it was just the 4 of us, at Red Box Sunway Pyramid, on thursday night..at first i had already booked a room for 830pm..but since we couldn't find a parking near the entrance we were late..

so, got our room at 9pm but didn't immediately start singing coz we were damn hungry, so we attacked the buffet!!! as usual took a lot..we grabbed the hamburgers, sushi, ice cream, chicken, kueh teow goreng, cakes, fruits, spaghetti, etc..hehehe, each of us took 2-3 plates twice, with 2 drinks each & a jug of coke..so go figure & imagine how tamak we were..nafsu laa katakan ;) ..plus why not? we paid for it..eat all u can! cant blame the stomach tho..

we got the room till 3am, hehe another 6hr singing session!!! all of us sang while eating..i even sang while munching on fruits ;p ..the birthday girl decided to sing "gelek" by inul [the indon dangdut singer]..she was really into it [siap berdiri atas sofa & gelek tak ingat dunia!!! memang gila macam semangat inul dah kuasai jiwa ctea, hehehe!]..anyway, haven't transfer the pics yet, will upload later for sweet memories, hehehe..

late friday afternoon, i met ctea at the petronas near seremban's R&R..headed to taipan senawang to buy satay for ctea's makan-makan birthday party with family..anyway, it was funny coz her brother decided to make the celebration more fun by hanging up a kiddy's "happy birthday" banner & balloons scattered around the living room..the best part was forcing ctea & her cousin (who's also celebrating his birthday - a double celebration) to wear a mask & hat [alaaa, just like a kiddy's party..minus the goody bags tho]..

there were tons of food, chitchatting, gossip & laughter..i love homemade cooking..seriously i gained 2kg in a night, i ate like there was no tomorrow..had the pulut kuning with ayam rendang & sambal ikan bilis, satay [ayam, daging, perut], mee tomato, fried rice, fruits, secret recipe's chocolate indulgence cake & teh tarik [takde laa 'tarik'nya, hehe]..well, that was all..it was a wonderful family celebration :)

anyway, happy birthday to ctea..may she have a prosperous year & a wonderful life, always blessed by Allah..i hope her dreams will become a reality & the standard wish of "semoga panjang umur & murah rezeki", hihihi ;p

p/s: ctea, jangan marah ye i bocor rahsia u pasal "gelek" tu, hehehe..i promise the 'video' is strictly private! if u nak copyright the video, sila bagi i RM1 million k..cheers!!! ;p

A Good Laugh ;)

Lying on his deathbed, the rich, miserly old man calls to his wife, "I want to take all my money with me," he tells her. "So promise me you'll put it in the casket."

After the man dies, his widow attends the memorial service with her best friend. Just before the undertaker closes the coffin, she places a small metal box inside.

Her friend looks at her in horror. "Surely," she says, "you didn't put the money in there."

"I did promise him I would," the widow answers. "So I got it all together, deposited it in my account, and wrote him a cheque. If he can cash it, he can spend it."

[credit; reader's digest, July 2008]

hahaha!!! this is the best one among all...CHEERS!!! ;)

Latest Addition & My Vow, hehe ;p

ohhh i was sooo happy adding some new novels to my collection..i finished reading it all..can't help being so engrossed :) ..anyway, i bought a novel by Kathleen Tessaro titled 'The Flirt', 'Chasing Harry Winston' by Lauren Weisberger, 'Bungalow 2' by Danielle Steel, 'The Naked Face' by Sidney Sheldon..honestly, they're all good & worth reading ;) ..me happy & satisfied..

i found another novel from Tasmina Perry 'Guilty Pleasures'..but i didn't buy it coz MPH only had a 'big' version instead of the usual size novel & the fact that it cost about rm70+..so i'll just continue hunting it somewhere else..it's not that i wouldn't mind splurging that amount for a novel, i mean it's my favourite pastime/hobby..but since lately i've already spent quite a lot on novels, it felt wrong.. :(

so, i try to think that i'm doing my best on budgeting my spending [hehehe, remember my resolution was to cut down on unnecessary items? well, sometime i tend to forget, honestly!!!]..plus i didn't want to add anymore guilt on the novels i've already bought..

anyway, i think i need to refresh my resolution about budgeting..ok, so i cant buy another novel until i get a full time job..i must spend accordingly as a jobless lady..must not buy anymore shoes, handbags, novels, clothes & anything 'sewaktu dengannya'...there, i vowed!!! by hook or by crook i MUST stick to this religiously, no matter what! :p ...hahahahaha, this is gonna be a big challenge!

wish me some lucky stars :)

Tough Luck :(

this afternoon, i received a call from Datin Adilah [from the job interview]..she personally called me, keeping her promise of telling me what the outcome of my interview regardless of anything..anyway, i didnt get the job :'( ..she said Datuk had to select a male because the job required the engineer to go to the offshore site..so basically, a female engineer wouldn't suit the job..well, what to do, i'm in a tough industry where male dominates it..i mean, i might like the idea of going offshore [thinking i'm super tough & it'll be exciting, not to mention the experience of being in the middle of the sea!]..but to really go through it might be hard..[takut pun ada gak..yelaa, being the only female with a bunch of guys in the middle of nowhere..imaginasiku mcm nak membentuk senario gila!!!]

but Datin was really nice, she kinda made me feel ok even tho i was rejected..i mean she told me that she & Datuk had really wanted to employ me & that if there was any future vacancy suitable for me, i'd be on their list..she asked what i was up to, i told her about my tutoring job which she encourage & gave some advice on how to gain more students..but what i didn't expect was her shock & impressed remark..hehehe, i guess she thought i was quite the 'something' & it was quite unexpected of me..[lubang hidungku dah kembang skit, hihihi]..i'm quite happy that i made a good 1st impression..well, at least i tried, got another interview experience & as the saying goes "bukan rezeki aku".. ;)

tough luck but better luck the next time, insyaAllah :) ..positive thinking!!!

What I Did...

okay, some updates of what i've been up to for the past last month of M.I.A...[delayed post ;p ]

#1) me & ctea attended this musical theater called "Dancing Thru Broadway" held at the bandaraya theater on 27th June..it was for charity..we got free tickets from fino tho, hehehe..it was great as it was my first time..i was so intrigue by the young performers, very talented & such lovely voices..the most amazing part was the tap dancing performed by young kids, they looked like 12-16yr old..all the musical were from movies such as 'the phantom of the opera', 'grease', 'mary poppins', etc..this event was an appetizer, meaning that i wanna go see more musical, hehe..i had loads of fun, now i know the thrill & excitement of watching theater ;) ..uwaaah!!! tak puas tengok tau :(

#2) i went for a job interview [4th July]..it was something unexpected..the datin called me around 9am & said that i had an interview with them at 1130am..the worst part was i only had about 2hrs of sleep coz i've been down with a fever since the week before..so, being a kelamkabut person, i panicked..but then after a short talk with my parents, i managed to pull myself together..the interview was ok, had to write a short essay tho coz they wanted to see my usage of english..anyway, there were a few other candidates..so, not sure if i'll get it but i'm hoping for the best ;)

#3) my parents came down to KL, was here for a whole week [5-12 July]..so, i've been their personal driver..went out everyday except 1 day we stayed at home coz i was so exhausted..during the whole day at home my dad was like trying so hard to make me bring him jalan-jalan, saying "ko tidak mau bawa bapa jalan-jalan kah? bukan selalu bapa di KL..kita pusing-pusing dalam kereta pun boleh"..hahahaha, my dad is a certified "kuat jalan" person ok..he can't stay at home 1 whole day..must go out even for juz an hour..so, finally he resorted to the swimming pool alone, his favourite past time when he's here (me & my mum can't swim & we never were that excited about lepaking at the vista's pool, don't ask why k)..when he comes back from the pool, he's full of stories, it's either about the children he swam with or what he found amusing!

#4) managed to have a breakfast session with ctea on friday [11 July] at a mamak in Cyberjaya when my tutoring job was cancelled for that day coz the little girl had an asthma attack & was in the hospital..yes, i'm a part time tutor for a standard 1 pupil..teaching B.M & maths ;) ..it's a 3hrs once a week thingy..hehehe, don't play-play u know ;p

Untitled...

now i've known the exact feeling of "disgust, despise & hatred" all mixed together..not just the "usual" feeling of it but something so powerful, undeniable & full extent of it..it's unexplainable..it was a fucking feeling & still is..i know it'll never cease as time goes by, in fact it'll just harbour in me for the rest of eternity..it has been a very very long time since i felt so angry that everyday i wish for a terrible mishap & long suffering to fall upon that one particular human being..why God let that creature live life with no conscious or regrets of its action?

i've always believed that God will help me pay the creature all of the misfortunes i've encountered, in any way that will somehow make the creature remember that it's a payment from God on my behalf..or that payment will be given on doomsday..i've always hoped that one fine sweet day i'll receive wonderful fortunes of all aspects in my life, as a reimbursement for previous "bad/terrible events" [like the saying "a blessing in disguise"]..another mere thought of hope that "what goes around comes around"..sometime i do believe in karma & those quotes/sayings that were created to help ease our unhappiness & negative feelings/emotions...

but honestly, everyday i pray that the one particular creature i despise & hate, will burn & rot in hell with all the devils!!! i have no forgiveness in me anymore!!!

I'm Back !!!

after more than a month away..i'm back..a lot has happened & time wasn't on my side to blog..but that's the past..i've got things straighten back to "almost" normal now..whatever had happened definitely has its reason & i know that 1 fine sweet day i'll know that reason..