my days are 'so & so'..tough ride..i guess the start of something new is never easy..that i understand..anyway, i'm in the middle of brainstorming some 'loop holes' to get some clients..this is when i have to ask my sisters & close friends for some help..no matter how desperate i am, i'm acting cool on the outside but actually i'm shivering shaking..
it's okay, it's alright..i'm sure i'll manage, i just need to be more aggressive & shameless, hahaha..gotta go out & just do it like i'm good at it..even though sometime i think i have no extra knowledge..well, the only option is to learn, no harm in expanding my knowledge in the financial field, hehehe..
yes, not a civil engineer..i've broken my dad's heart, smashed his dreams of wanting me to be an engineer..i can't explain how & why, but that was the way it turned out..i'm sure there's a reason for this fate..i accept & will try to 'upgrade' myself ;)
this past few days have been tough..at times i'm not that sure i can do it at all..actually, what i really need is just 1 person to give me that 'golden chance' to kick start..when that happens, i'll be really happy & very much motivated..it's not that i'm not motivated or what, i just need to see results..a proof that i'm getting somewhere..
anyway, i'm still struggling, trying hard to succeed in this job..i'm not saying i'll straightaway be perfect, but hopefully i'll gain what i want through this 'journey'..it's not that easy as i had expected, trying hard to make people see things from a different point of view..hopefully my rezeki will come rolling in soon.. :)
so far, i've got a lead, i can see a very small teeny tiny light of hope..but i need to make it come true..yup, baby steps cheekychika, baby steps ;p
it's okay, it's alright..i'm sure i'll manage, i just need to be more aggressive & shameless, hahaha..gotta go out & just do it like i'm good at it..even though sometime i think i have no extra knowledge..well, the only option is to learn, no harm in expanding my knowledge in the financial field, hehehe..
yes, not a civil engineer..i've broken my dad's heart, smashed his dreams of wanting me to be an engineer..i can't explain how & why, but that was the way it turned out..i'm sure there's a reason for this fate..i accept & will try to 'upgrade' myself ;)
this past few days have been tough..at times i'm not that sure i can do it at all..actually, what i really need is just 1 person to give me that 'golden chance' to kick start..when that happens, i'll be really happy & very much motivated..it's not that i'm not motivated or what, i just need to see results..a proof that i'm getting somewhere..
anyway, i'm still struggling, trying hard to succeed in this job..i'm not saying i'll straightaway be perfect, but hopefully i'll gain what i want through this 'journey'..it's not that easy as i had expected, trying hard to make people see things from a different point of view..hopefully my rezeki will come rolling in soon.. :)
so far, i've got a lead, i can see a very small teeny tiny light of hope..but i need to make it come true..yup, baby steps cheekychika, baby steps ;p
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