PaTh ChAnGeS 360-dEgReeS

yesterday i didnt sleep the whole day, even after coming back from KLIA..i juz couldnt sleep, i was thinking too much about something dat i juz found out..i can never stop myself from thinking & analyzing issues..but yesterday was an issue dat involved emotions! ohhh, how i hate being stuck & confuse..i'm angry, sad, pissed off, blur, tension, stress, heartbroken, frustrated, dumbstruck, disappointed & watever related laa..nothing happy at all..even tho i'm here alone in my room, i juz couldnt let the tears burst out! hahaha, feeling ego at the moment..trying hard not 2 break down big time..juz a teeny bit, so i'll be more calm..

since we stepped into 2008, i was more happy than sad, felt dat everything is gonna turn out well, was grateful 4 not having major unpleasant events in my life..but early monday morning at 5am, things juz turned 360degrees..it was like a bitch slap 2 my face!!! :(

right now, i really dont know wat 2 feel, sooo confuse, matters of the heart does take a big toll in life..why cant it be something pleasant & happy all the time??? well, i'll have 2 go thru dis issue bravely & try 2 make things more pleasant, hahaha! who am i kidding?!? the only solution i can think of right now is juz follow wat my heart is saying or feeling, & follow the flow..if it was meant 4 me then i'm a lucky lady but if things arent great then dat's my fate dat i have 2 accept..hope god will understand dat wat i truly want in life is Sincere Love & Respect...