Monday, December 15, 2008

Can't Think or Express = Brain Dead

my past week has been a daze..not really sure what went on..but i do remember going back to ctea's house in senawang with my sisters to celebrate hari raya aidiladha..hmm, the funny thing was after the traditional eating session, we changed clothes from baju kurung to daily clothes..& we totally forgot to take pictures in our baju kurung :( ..so no visual memories for us, what to do..the day ended when we had to endure a very long jam back to kajang..sooo not fun, i was wondering why the jam cleared right after the nilai toll, there wasn't even an accident..well, whatever..the usual holiday massive traffic jam..

basically, things aren't going so smooth..i'm always thinking about the future, what i hate is the fact that i'm totally lost, confuse & brain dead..i ca
n't even find words to describe how i feel or what i think..am i drowning??? i know i want it but i don't know how to get it..what's stopping me???

all i can say is that my happy leisure life is quite blurry at the moment, can't find the inspiration to blog about it..which sucks!! arrghhh, sooo not gre
at at all..but behind my worries about work, i still have a happy thing going on ;) ..at least that's keeping me sane, hahaha, sooo cheesy..yeah well, quite a balance..

*maybe i need to blow off those stress & tension by doing 'flying fox' again*
*wooohooo!!!*
~~CHEERS!!!~~

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